A word to the wise from Freddie L. Sirmans, Sr.
Never mind all of the kook stuff you hear about me, if you want to be in on what is really
going on it behooves you to read Freddie L. Sirmans books. The VIP’s know about
Freddie L. Sirmans books because I gave them some of my books over a decade ago.
I'm like the woodcutter who was trying to split a mighty oak wood block. "Finally he
decided it was no use he had failed.
On a whim before walking away he decided to kneel down and take a closer look, to his
surprise he could see a split he hadn’t noticed before." My being neurotic, uneducated
and unable to speak the kings English properly, so many times I’ve felt it's no use I have
failed to sound the alarm. I don’t know where this force from within comes from; I’m not
normal, never have been and never will be.
I didn't choose the hand dealt to me, I just try to stay positive, count my blessings, and
remember to be thankful. Practically all of my life I’ve struggled to accept myself, to be
proud of myself, and it's still a work in progress. So many times I’ve felt I'm hopeless,
unlovable, and unworthy; all I knew to do was place one foot in front of the other,
continue on and never quit.
Even if no one ever buys my books or heed my alarm concerning this nations lack of
bartering capacity, I still won't quit, I don't know how. I’ve struggled mentally all of my
life to survive. The only thing I know in my own way is to keep trying to survive and help
this great nation and western civilization survive. When I search deep down into my
soul I feel I really am slowly chipping away at the foundation of this doomsday welfare
state that I believe is going to take down this great nation.
I've been wrong many times before and may be wrong again, but I believe congress
must enact laws allowing bartering if only on a limited basis to prepare this nation for
raw survive, because we are soon going to be severely tested. "I can feel it coming in
my bones."
All I ever wanted was to finish living out my sixty-five plus years in peace and quiet out
of the limelight. I'm thankful that I can still shop and go anywhere I want to
unrecognized. Deep down in my gut I have known from childhood that I would amount
to something. For a long, long time I have felt that there must be a reason why
practically all of my life I have had to scratch, claw, and battle to survive, Mentally.
Now I understand, it has instilled something approaching supernatural wisdom in me. I
accept my destiny as a servant, and in my own way I just tries to do Gods will. Thank
you God, thank you God, thank you God…..
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